The light of life

When I was child I was big fan of religious peoples .I had lots of respect in my heart for them .It was my falls thought about them that they are very innocent people and they did not even thinks about sins . But this life show up  hidden truth when we tries to understand about things .Yes in 2002 I had joined the one of congregation in order to become a priest .I stayed their for three years and then left everything . When I was there I saw all the leaders of religion are just living their lives in sins but they are showing that they are the peoples of God .Here in Pakistan Christians are just in numbers ,They are just 6.4% of whole population of Pakistan and all others 93.96% people are Muslims .It means Christians are just few .But for these few Christians  at least 12000 ministries are working with different faiths and different believes .Every domination says they are the chosen people of God and others are just leading falls faith .it looks that every domination have competition between each other .I am going to show up the real face of these Christians of Pakistan .The mostly domination chose those people to lead who are low educated peoples . Their pastors are just very low educated even some of them did not got their secondary education but they are pastors .Every evening they like to visit the families .They like to stay for tea or dinner where they saw beautiful and young girls .On the other hand they brought new ways of prayers .specially dance in prayers . Loudly  voices prayers and specially heeling prayers .Even I am Christian too but I am feeling shame that I am Christian because these ministries are promoting their business and they do not cares about the reality and truth .I realize that Jesus came to this world just for to show me that I am not a week human I can do everything and I just need to believe on God and believe on myself . this is the light of life
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